When I was younger I wished for one of my favorite movie stars to come to my house and want to marry me and live happily ever after. Then when I got older and I was allowed to date I wished for a man who would accept me for who I am. Someone who would look at me when I wasn't watching and see me as the deep thinking, mysterious woman I always thought I was. I once had someone tell me "you know Heather, it's not like you're a deep person." It was one of the most insulting things I'd ever heard about myself and considering that person did not know me at all.
When I met Josh I knew that he was a man that saw me for who God made and he accepted me for everything I was
and everything I wasn't. I married him and it was the best decision I have ever made next to accepting Christ as my savior. He thinks that his compliments are ignored and that I don't always hear him when he tries to console me, but I hear every word. It's those sweet messages that I remember when I'm alone and feeling down. I also think of those things when I'm feeling happy.
So I want to tell you Josh that I love you. You are everything that God wanted for me and everything that I prayed for in a husband, person, partner and friend. We walk this journey hand in hand and I couldn't ask for anyone I'd rather have beside me.
Love you baby!!
HB
